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Manic Reality

by 84 Tapes

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1.
Well I feel you every night With closing doors and flickering lights All that I’ve put myself through I thought I took you off this world I guess I get what I deserve So just tell me what I must do Through all the screams and fights Through the speechless days and nights I didn’t mean to Leave You Dead Now I’ve painted the house red And you’re back to remind me again and again I didn’t mean to Leave You Dead I tried to keep you around But after weeks I slowly found Decomposition is a cruel game You didn’t like what I did I left you to rot in sixteen bins Over a small glowing flame Through all the screams and fights Through the speechless days and nights I didn’t mean to Leave You Dead Now I’ve painted the house red And you’re back to remind me again and again I didn’t mean to Leave You Dead Through all the screams and fights Through the speechless days and nights I didn’t mean to Leave You Dead Now I’ve painted the house red And you’re back to remind me again and again I didn’t mean to Leave You Dead
2.
The Ritual 01:42
Well I’ve set out the candles And all the remains I’ve took I’ve went through all the details Of every single book A drop of blood from me And a gallon from the others Even grabbed the chalices From the cabinet at my mothers I know you’ve died You know I’ve tried How many will I have to kill to get you back alive Well I’m watching it all burn Around a picture of you Smiling at our wedding day Not knowing what I’d doll I left you all the spare parts Even a still beating heart That you can sew and stitch right back on I know you’ve died You know I’ve tried How many will I have to kill to get you back alive
3.
On the road again For the thousandth time my life When I come across a well dressed man Offering to end my strife His hair was slicked, his dark suit clean For him to be in a place like this But he outstretched his hellish hand And promised to make me famous I sold my soul, so what I sold my soul so what He asked where I came from last But I really didn’t wanna say Running from your life on a whim Will get you thinking that way But there was something about this guy There was Something that I could trust He said he’ll put me on billboards If I fulfill his lust I sold my soul, so what I sold my soul so what Father forgive me For what I’m about to do But they’ll see me on the charts They’ll see what I can do I sold my soul so what I sold my soul so what I sold my soul so what I sold my soul so what So there I am in the back of the bar Reading through his terms Even the dust flees the table As I read his words In the dark corner of that saloon Is where I left my soul last But at 80 down the thruway, it’s in the past I sold my soul so what I sold my soul so what I sold my soul so what I sold my soul so what
4.
Bodies lying on the floor Shirts all soaked in blood I can’t take it anymore What have I done I’m living in a manic reality Washed in the blood of my own mortality I’m living in manic reality comprehending my own totality Proof is on the tapes That I watch and I watch again Manic reality eats me away It takes me from my sins I’m Living in a manic reality Comprehending my own totality I’m living in manic reality I’m comprehending my own totality
5.
Call rang through on Saturday night Sending me to kill what’s right The agencies want this man dead Identities and all flights booked A pull of a trigger is all it took I’ll play the part even if I’m damned I’m just a 1 trick man I’m here to fulfill the highest plan It was no accident not a lone gunman Not some stranger from the ku klux klan They put me in a hotel and said to take the shot I won’t be something I’m not They said they’d provide a getaway But I can’t see the light of day Through the snare they set up for me I went along with his plan Listened to old Uncle Sam Now I know I’ll never be free I’m just a 1 trick man I’m here to fulfill the highest plan It was no accident not a lone gunman Not some stranger from the ku klux klan They put me in a hotel and said to take the shot I won’t be something I’m not It was no accident not a lone gunman Not some stranger from the ku klux klan They put me in a hotel and said to take the shot I won’t be something I’m not
6.
84 Tapes 01:58
Prop up the camera And don’t dare close your eyes You’ll look so pretty darling When you die, die, die Recording over reels and reels Trying to get a gory feel For filmmaking the death of you We’re gonna make 84 Tapes 84 tapes of you We’re gonna make 84 tapes And you won’t like what I’ll do 1 tape full, move for the rest I’m Trying to get the absolute best Shot as your life leaves your head Why’d you get back in with me Leaving your sweet serenity Now you’ll never sleep in your bed When the camcorders dead As with you on the ground I’ll leave the tapes to watch For the pigs all around They’re gonna be horrified While I get glorified With a cool name and that signature stare We’re gonna make 84 Tapes Make 84 tapes of you We’re gonna make 84 tapes And you won’t like what I’ll do
7.
You cry and you scream For your god to save you But no divine power Will heal the scars I gave you Watching you die and writhe Somehow I left you alive What will you call to now I said in my car I would treat you well But this is just the path down the river to hell There’s no praying anymore Leave your hope right at the front door You walked right in seduced by lies There ain’t no god in sight What good does your cross necklace do If he won’t respond to your knocks Will he try to save you Or leave you in an oblong box It must be some divinity That I’ve just never seen For you to still think that you’re heard There’s no praying anymore Leave your hope right at the front door You walked right in seduced by lies But honey There ain’t no god in sight
8.
I can’t explain what happened to me I just woke up in insanity Bodies lying all around Stepping past them on the ground Wondering what evil could’ve done Who could do this for fun All by myself with nothing to do but run He came in dead of night He made them see the light Left me alone and I’m stuck inside my head again He painted her bed red Left the whole family dead Left me to cry and I’m stuck inside my head again Jumped in the car to drive Only one left alive What could I tell the cops The minute the pin finally drops I can’t stop thinking about it Of why I was left alive When they know I deserved it the most He came in dead of night And now, they see the light Left me alone and I’m stuck inside my head again He painted her bed red Left the whole family dead Left me to cry and I’m stuck inside my head again I’m stuck inside my head again
9.
There’s always blood stains on my floors An odd piece of flesh or a splatter on a door I have company who gets nosey sometimes But they don’t really like to ask anymore Detectives have knocked but not many left They keep to common rooms and they keep their breath But if one wants to check out down the stairs Well they get the more painful deaths They know it wasn’t me though some of them see They know it wasn’t me Cause they wanna leave I always keep piano wire out Even though there’s no music around It’s just all the high pitched screams The neighbors really think it’s neat I tell them I make movies And I’m never really wrong I just don’t like when they ask about their son They know it wasn’t me Though they don’t see They know it wasn’t me Cause they wanna leave
10.
Burials 03:01
I’m so sorry You deserved much more Than your final resting place Under my kitchen floor I tried to lay you to rest But the backyards getting full So I left you along the I-95 With the other burials I hope you’re not mad When we finally meet again You know why I did it You knew why I sin Well it would’ve been an open casket If they found you before the end Everyone imagines their own resting place Again and again and again I tried to lay you to rest But the backyards getting full So I left you along the I-95 With the other burials I liked to express a moment of regret When I hid you all You all could’ve went so far But you followed down my fall I tried to lay you to rest But the backyards getting full So I left you along the I-95

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In July of 2022, 84 Tapes fired up their home studio. Combining 1 and a half years of work, trials and tribulations of releasing an album in this music landscape, and plenty of late night sessions both recording and producing, Manic Reality was spawned.

A pure concept album, this is the start of the "84 Tape Killer" narrative, to be told across the next many years.

This record is releasing simultaneously across 84 Tapes' own label, "Tapes Cult Records", and Russia's Black Kingdom Records.

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released March 1, 2024

84 Tapes - Guitars, Bass, Vocals, Production, Drums, Artwork
Dan Phillips - Additional Consultation and 84 Tapes logo

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84 Tapes Saugerties, New York

84 Tapes is VHS-based horrorpunk with a hardcore edge from Woodstock, New York formed in June 2022

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